The Gainesville Life

stefnerinrthe_s @ 2006-02-20T15:29:00

2006-02-20T20:30:38Z

You scored as Engineering. You should be an Engineering major!

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Mathematics

100%

Engineering

100%

Theater

83%

Art

83%

Philosophy

75%

Biology

67%

Chemistry

67%

Dance

67%

Psychology

67%

Sociology

58%

Anthropology

58%

Journalism

50%

Linguistics

42%

English

25%

What is your Perfect Major? (PLEASE RATE ME!!<3)
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Looks like I picked the right major.... sorry I haven't posted in a while, I've been so busy

stefnerinrthe_s @ 2005-12-30T11:30:00

2005-12-30T16:32:59Z

still slightly drunk and I've been at work for 2 hours, obviously I didn't plan this very well...

stefnerinrthe_s @ 2005-12-17T12:11:00

2005-12-17T17:16:49Z

Worst week ever. No joke. two allnighters in a row, exhaustion sickness where I threw up, bad grades, Trip to the ER with a loved one, thrown out tests after allnighters. And I didn't even get the girl.

Don't worry though, it may have been a terrible terrible week, but I am ironically in a great mood, and have been the whole time. I don't understand. Maybe having something not work doesn't mean it won't. Maybe its good to be giddy again. Maybe its good that I get back home and get in a better attitude for school, because this semester will NOT happen again. I'm just gonna keep puttin myself out there, and I don't know why...

stefnerinrthe_s @ 2005-11-22T20:08:00

2005-11-23T01:09:35Z

Hey WP, I'm on my way, so get ready for this! Yall, better be in a mood to have a good time, bc other than the Turkey Carvin' I got a lot of catching up to do.

stefnerinrthe_s @ 2005-11-14T12:40:00

2005-11-14T17:47:13Z

Everyday, I reaffirm myself to make the changes that need to happen soon. Everyday, I convince myself of one thing I could change that would get me where I need to be right now. But I always seem too distracted. I start looking for other people to affect me. I can not focus on serious stuff right now like I need to. It just bothers me that I can't follow through on my right ideas with right actions.

I'd like to check in on following through over a holidayt break with getting that ADD medicine. Now, don't get me wrong, I still think America overmedicates, and I take responsibility for my actions or inactions. But I would like to do some kind of trial with them, because they sound like they might help me a lot, and I can't do the treatments that I was offered whiile I'm here in gainesville at school...

Roadtrips are fun, but that was my second that I've gone on that we've lost. That is absolutely pitiful.

stefnerinrthe_s @ 2005-10-31T13:19:00

2005-10-31T18:28:09Z

most pointless weekend ever... At least the Gators won... go Auburn.

Ummm, so just so I can gauge this, here is my dilemma right now with school:
Apparently, my friend Kevin and Jon and Sean Fahey and I are ALL going through about the same exact semester right now. And we all feel like failures, but really its just shitty classes. But these classes have made us see that, at least for Jon and I so far, and maybe Kevin, maybe this isn't what I want to do. I really don't feel like I would make a good doctor, Jon has come to this realization too. Like I would be a decent doctor, and then I could help people and see my results, like what I've done that mattered by healing people. But I would be GREAT at other things I think, although I can't definitively say which I'd like doing more. But I've been contemplating going into a feild such as Aeorspace engineering, or something similar. Working with planes, shuttles, etc. I find that stuff amazing and my mind is spatial and math oriented. Here's the thing: 1) I don't make a huge impact on humanity that I can see if I go into a feild like this 2) I have very limited options as to where I can work coming out of school. So what do you all who've read this far think? Or have you thought of something else that I might have skipped over completely that would be a plausible option?

PS being a rockstar is not fully out of the question yet.

stefnerinrthe_s @ 2005-10-28T13:17:00

2005-10-28T17:18:40Z

Nothing feels the way it should... hmmm.... Maybe some changes are to come about... major changes...

stefnerinrthe_s @ 2005-10-26T13:39:00

2005-10-26T17:40:27Z

http://www.usatoday.com/tech/products/gear/2005-10-25-remote-human-control_x.htm

Is this scary to anyone else?
Its like a movie.....

stefnerinrthe_s @ 2005-10-21T13:37:00

2005-10-21T17:37:38Z

You fit in with:
Spiritualism

Your ideals are mostly spiritual, but in an individualistic way. While spirituality is very important in your life, organized religion itself may not be for you. It is best for you to seek these things on your own terms.

80% spiritual.
60% reason-oriented.

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stefnerinrthe_s @ 2005-10-17T10:12:00

2005-10-17T14:16:25Z

What an amazing weekend... Definitely will be one of my top few college memories ever. I have some pictures coming, just a few though, but they're pretty good ones.

Anyone have any good ideas on how to get yourself to shutup? Not like talking to other people, I'm talking about when you start thinking stupid things, depressing memories, about old friends, bad decisions? I just wanna say Kevin, shut the hell up.

Organic Test today.... ummm.... yeah.... about that....

And everybody please keep Eric and Anna Braun, and their whole family in your thoughts and prayers.

LSU

2005-10-14T13:45:15Z

Today is a great day my friends....

I got to see Cira, always good times... Oh yeah, and I get in the car in 4 hours to head on out to BATON ROUGE!!! LSU v Florida. This should turn out to be one of my top 5 memories of college, road trip with friends to go see a great football game, which we do have tickets to. Hopefully I'll remember enough of it to tell some stories....hahaha.

and can I just throw one out to Erin and Stefani and my other friends down in WP bc I'm not there this weekend, I'll be calling you. PS your homecoming pics are awesome...and I need to hear the moose song again....

GEAUX GATORS!

stefnerinrthe_s @ 2005-09-17T15:53:00

2005-09-17T19:53:21Z

Its GAME DAY BABYYYYYY!!!!

stefnerinrthe_s @ 2005-09-16T13:07:00

2005-09-16T17:13:40Z

So.... I think I've started to fall into my niche for this year. Classes are going okay, not extremely well, but not badly at the same time.
And can i just say I really love playing rugby... Our first game is tommorrow, at 11 at UVS feild next to SW Rec anyone here needs to come to it. The coach said I will be playing. And on top of that, he's taken me aside and told me that there is no A and B team yet, and then added a little hint hint to that. Apparently he thinks I've been playing well enough to take the starting spot over the other hooker (my position name, haha) on the team for the season even though he's been playing there for 3 years... sweet.
So tommorrow I am pumped about going out there and playing hard enough to prove myself.
Anyways, Tennessee football game tommorrow, lets see what Urban can do...
This weekend should be fun...
Hopefully it happens...

stefnerinrthe_s @ 2005-09-10T14:40:00

2005-09-10T18:40:53Z

If you're in gville, kegger at my place..... tonight.... call me.....

The One Weekend I'm outta town....

2005-08-31T01:26:57Z

So, everythings going well here in Gville...
I am into rugby again, good stuff....
but I'm really bummed out bc I'm missing so much this weekend on my trip with the fam to Chicago, that was supposed to be with Megan... Here's a breakdown: Rugby Team party, rugby team tailgate, season opener football game, Party at Cira's that I REALLY want to go to, poker tourney hosted at MY apartment, 21st bday party at Mike's, and maybe a trip to the sinkhole bc its closing really soon.... Oh yeah and class...

I will have fun I will have fun I will have fun...

stefnerinrthe_s @ 2005-08-25T11:57:00

2005-08-25T15:58:11Z

http://www.strandbeest.com/img/loekvdklis/lvdk040915-12.jpg

a two ton piece of engineering, containing only steel poles as a frame and canvas. Propelled as a walking creature only by the wind at its back. Amazing.

stefnerinrthe_s @ 2005-08-24T16:14:00

2005-08-24T20:27:34Z

Yeah so I've been fooling myself. The past few days I've been acting like I'm fine, but I really feel pretty terrible. I mean hanging out with my friends and all is fun, but I miss having someone close to me. I wish life was like a movie. I would at least get sleep at night, let alone live happily ever after. It's weird other than my grandfathers funeral, I hadn't cried for real in like over a year other than last night...

Hopefully Melissa comes to visit like planned this weekend, but more importantly that she feels better... Have her in your thoughts...

I was thinking of something lately, building on the existentialist mindset I've developed over the past year. What if there is a purpose to this world. What if we're not just random beings in which a rediculous scientific phenom happened to create us. What if there is some heroic storyline in the midst of us all. But for that storyline to happen there has to be extras. I'm an extra in a movie. If I die it does't effect the plot. But its more than that, its a world. It would even be more appropriate to say we are a single fiber of paper in a single volume of a huge novel. I very little matter. If I was gone the whole story would be intact. The other fibers around me would be strained and would miss me (=> my family and friends) but I matter very little to the plot. I matter very little in the grand scheme of things. I am only space. Something to fill space. I have a purpose therefore, but yet am still inadequate as a force. In fact not one single person is the plot but yet help form the story. Therefore what I want, need, cherish can be neglected by the book and it has very little cost on the outcome of the book.... Just a thought... Not that I believe what I just said is true, but it was just a rambling thought I've been dealing with.

stefnerinrthe_s @ 2005-08-15T21:09:00

2005-08-16T01:20:39Z

yeah what about all the times you said you loved me? What about talking like this was going to last, how about when you promised me that we would no doubt be together for the chicago trip? how about all that fucking money i spent on you? Fucking at least 100 bucks a trip for gas and food. Well at least I'll be that much richer.
Well, at least you acted like you cared that much when we were together. That just made it more convincing. But fuck that. Fuck all the times we laughed. Fuck staying awake in your hallway the first night we kissed bc we couldn't bear to go to sleep apart. Fuck it when the controller hit me in the face after watching a movie. Fuck monster trucks, fuck margaritas, fuck being with you for your family reunion. Fuck massive phone bills that I pay, Fuck you coming and meeting ALL my friends and family at the beach. Fuck me learning to play songs for on the guitar at request just to sing you to bed over the phone. Its all cheesy bullshit, its all dumb puppylove.

but it meant something to me

I guess I'm your fool. you've gotten the best of me.

I wish I could stop caring right now

stefnerinrthe_s @ 2005-08-02T00:18:00

2005-08-02T04:22:18Z

Okay, so before any damage is done to any famil;y ties, I'd like to say that the last entries were fake on my public security setting. They were meant to scare my family members who are suspected to be "spying" on a few of us Homrich cousins, sorry to my friends who have had to read all this crap.

If you are an aunt or uncle or parent of mine reading this, I wish you wouldn't decievee me I don't mind if you read my journal, but let me know, instead of doing it as a way to keep track of my habits, I know of one uncle who reads, and it doesn't change what I write, but it does make me appreiciate his interst in my life. Thanks for that Uncle Pete.

But just to clear up those last entries were totally false

stefnerinrthe_s @ 2005-07-31T21:37:00

2005-08-01T01:37:44Z

and I think I'm gonna bring a bag of weed on the cruise, I can't go that long wihtout it. can I get an amen

stefnerinrthe_s @ 2005-07-31T21:20:00

2005-08-01T01:31:30Z

So long time, no write. I think I say that way too much in these things.
Summers been real busy, same old story, all work and no play.... (makes jack a dull boy...) anyways. I really can't wait to go back to school. It'll be sooo nice, I get to see Megan soo much more and rugby, and no work, and a car and I could go on and on.

So my mom and I have been getting my room set up lately for college. Its gonna be really hott. with two t's. Don't doubt it.

The cruise is this week too. Fucking fantastic. Drunken casino nights, shall I say more?

But this has been sooo crazy lately. Jesus I can't believe how surreal its become being around the same people from high school. Last week I went this party over at Tamara's and was STONED and DRUNK as HELL. It was glorious!!! I got kinda freaked out though because some kids brought coke to the party. Fucking coke. It was insane. I was still too sober for the first few hours, but fucking peer pressuere I'm telling you. Its a bitch... And then I had freinds drive me home, and get some McDon's on the way and then I got in without my parents noticing. Work sucked cuz I had a monster hangover and whateveer, but I was more freaked out by seeing all my friends doin crazy shit and what I was doing too. Fucking losing inhibitions.

I need to just cool it though, but its college so its hard.

stefnerinrthe_s @ 2005-07-10T23:00:00

2005-07-11T03:06:10Z

Alright, just so you all know nothing bad happened the other day with that journal entry I was just having a horrible day for no reason. so thats it, nothing happened bad, I was just depressed. So, anyways, just working, and I got to go out with Megan last night, so that was awesome, and World of Warcraft has been my free time from work and more work lately. Let me know whats up!

stefnerinrthe_s @ 2005-07-05T23:07:00

2005-07-06T03:07:51Z

I don't give a fuck.
shit suck dick motherfucker bitch.
I've been in such a fucking horrible mood for the past four days, its starting to make me physically ill.
I hate being awake now, but I haven't been sleeping well because of that.
my parents flight depareted about the time it was supposed to land so there goes going to bed early since I have to drive them. Fucking amazing.
Why does everything suck for no reason!?!?!?!?

stefnerinrthe_s @ 2005-06-13T00:07:00

2005-06-13T04:23:56Z

Just got back from a successful beach trip. exciting. got to see the fam. Mai is the cutest little cousin I swear. Anyways, I loved seeing everyone, Jenna and Sean were fun, Kim and Mike were there, it was fun seeing everyone, they looked happy and I really feel good about that. Mike and Sean really are great guys.
Sean has impressed me defintely. I really enjoy seeing the way he cares for my sister, it makes me feel comfortable with her being away and independent. And even through his apparent shyness, he seems to be confident enough to hold his own when thrown in the middle of the chaos that is our family and really stays true to himself. For the first time I feel like Jenna has a boyfriend who's top priority was ensuring her happiness.
Today was amazing for me. I think I am starting to understand what it is to be sincerely content, no matter what our human reality is. Megan and I stayed in New Smyrna after the fam left. played some putt putt, grabbed a bite to eat. then we went and pulled beach chairs out and we were just looking at the beach, listening to the waves, pointing out the shapes in the holes of the clouds bc there were too many to make shapes out of the clouds themselves. We just talked for a few hours straight. Never once during the whole conversation did I feel bad, did I feel uncomfortable about saying anything, and I really was feeling totally fulfilled, its weird how the beach and a good conversation can do that.
But I am sunburned as a motherf---er and exhausted, just waiting up for her call that she got home ok... So peace out.

Oh! and just a shout out... My parents are celebrating their 24th anniversary this weekend. thats prettty hardcore. in the marraige sense... but anyways, tommorrow should be fun, I'll get to see stephen who is finally back, and I have lots of work, and I can't wait for the family reunion even though Danny won't be there :(

stefnerinrthe_s @ 2005-06-08T02:41:00

2005-06-08T06:41:32Z

Brilliant!

Quite....